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I hope this gives you the courage to over come whatever is holding you back in life. I hope it allows you to feel the gratitude of your life, to see the positives whatever you circumstances. To me lathough sometimes difficlt my glass is normaly half full, has ice and lemone and some nice saphire gin and tonic in it. I am not alone in my battles in life and now I know "alone i cant BUT together we can". Welcome :)



Sunday, 19 September 2010

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just a small moment to say ive had a massive period of self medicating and a full breakdown which has led me to be sectioned under the mental health act and locked away. I find myself reawakening to pick up the pieces. Back at the bottom of the pile again full of self loathing and guilt but "they" tell me thats all part of "it". My job is to cut out all my addictions as my weight balloons and my self medicating exsplodes.....mania is so addictive and being medicaly controlled so boring....i mean like inforced depression....its a case of getting the medications right....talking of which i have to go git my meds.... soph x
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  1. @lucky_tucker5019 April 2011 at 16:53

    turns out it wasnt mania at all was steroidal induced psychosis..... so no steroids not fucked up brain... it was obvious really but them too stoopid to notice!

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