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just a small moment to say ive had a massive period of self medicating and a full breakdown which has led me to be sectioned under the mental health act and locked away. I find myself reawakening to pick up the pieces. Back at the bottom of the pile again full of self loathing and guilt but "they" tell me thats all part of "it". My job is to cut out all my addictions as my weight balloons and my self medicating exsplodes.....mania is so addictive and being medicaly controlled so boring....i mean like inforced depression....its a case of getting the medications right....talking of which i have to go git my meds.... soph x